WELCOME TO MANHATTAN

So, I've been sitting here for the past hour debating whether or not I want to spend $10 on a salad from the  resteraunt up the street, yes TEN DOLLARS for a f*ing salad. It's not that living in Manhattan is extrememly expensive, though it is, but what really eats your money is EATING in Manhattan.  I'm not even talking fine dining here, I'm talking the pizza shop up the street where you end up spending nearly $4 on a slice! Then, when I try to do the "right" thing, or the things my mother tells me to do, like buy groceries it's no better.  I know if you live in NY you've heard of GRISTEDES. Gristedes, omg they're so expensive for no reason. I'm sad, I want a salad, and what's even sadder is the fact that it's only $10 that I'm debating whether or not I want to spend, but I don't have a job, and tomorrow it will be another $10, and the day after that, and the day after that so by the end of the week I will have spent roughly  $70 on food, why? Because I live in Manhattan!

OBAMA MAKES ME SAY WE-OH WE OH-WE WE OH-WE OH-WE WE-OH WE-OH WEEEEEEEEEEE! MR. PRESIDENT, MR. PRESIDENT!!!

They said it couldn't be done, they said they'll never let a Black man win, they said he will be assasinated, they said he wasn't ready. O, and the names they called him; Socialist, terrorist, racist, nigger, inexperienced, but you know what I call him, I call him MR.PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!

P.S. To all my black people, you already know how we get down, we're about to start feeling ourselves MAD hard lol thinkin' we cute and shit cuz we're in office. lmao

SHE HAS STYLE, SHE HAS GRACE, EARTHA KITT GIVES GOOD FACE!

I would be lying if I said that in my lifetime, I don't see myself being a super glamorous super star.  Maybe a sex kitten like Eartha Kitt, Bettie Paige, Dorothy Dandridge, or someone of the like.  I don't see see myself being the next anyone, though someone, a guy once told me I'm like a black Marilyn Monroe. I said "Black Marilyn Monroe, what does that mean?" he goes, "You're so glamourous!" The thing is, I truly do feel glamourous! Even after I gained a little weight, I still feel glamorous because my womanly curves and 36- D breasts remind me of all the classic beauties like Marilyn Monroe and Betty Paige who were built just like me, you know with breasts, hips, thighs, and thangs.  But about the lady who the post was inspired by; Miss Eartha you cunty thing you! The woman stands up rite, totally erect with her feet crossed, she speaks so eloquently and she just gives me those cunty teas that I need! The style, the grace, the class, the poise, the attitude, I live! I say that to say this; I'm reinventing....stay tuned!

CAM GOT A BLOG!!!!

When you're blessed with a talent, you should utilize it, and once you utilize you should profit! Some people would say I profit from writing because I write professionally here and there, but the real benefit is the therapeutic feeling I get when I write. Okay, so yes I want my name all over the pages of VOGUE or ELLE, but aside from becoming stupid famous off this shit I love writing. I say that to say this; My best friend just started her blog, she's new to this but she has a lot to say. Show love cantstopcam.blogspot.com Au Revoir!

8 AM and I just got in

It's 8:30 in the morning, and I just got in. So per usual, I can't sleep I'm up watching something stupid on television when at 3:40 am *ring ring* I get a call from one of my friends. I don't answer, but I send a text, "hey, what up" friend: "I got that *expletive*" me: "oh word, *expletive!* I'm on my way!" Lmao I make a dash for the door, and I'm out in all black like a phantom in the nite. I hop in a cab, cruise up the west side highway, (the view really is something at nite), and in about 10 minutes I'm there. *Side note to my industry friends* we should all really live in Manhattan, seriously where else can you hop in a cab at 4 am to go check samples and have some *expletive*? O yea, that brings me to the moral of the story; I stay on my grind! The real reason I went uptown this morning was not for the *expletive* , but because my friend is constantly traveling being that they work for a major clothing company, so I figured I go snap a few pics of the things I like to feature in the online magazine I do the fashion lay out for (shouts to shinemagonline.com) so, now 3 hrs, sample pics, *expletive*, and the new batman movie later I'm back home, in the bed writing to you. I'm so tired, but I feel like I can type forever, but I'm not going to. Although, its very early and I could have crashed at my friends, I can't sleep unless I'm in my own bed(yea, I don't do other peoples beds, I'm only comfortable in my own home) so I leave, hop in another cab, and ten minutes later I'm back in my bed. If only all my nites were this eventful....

"HELLO, I'M A MAC" "AND I'M A PC"

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THOSE COMMERCIALS? REAL TALK, I LOVE MY MAC BOOK AIR, BUT MAC'S ARE PIECES OF SHIT. THERE'S MAD SHIT YOU CAN'T DO WITH MACS. LIKE PC'S ARE SO SIMPLE. ASHA TOLD ME NOT TO BUY THIS SHIT.  I SAY THAT TO SAY THIS; MY POSTS HAVE BEEN ODEE SLOW BECAUSE I CAN'T EMBED VIDEOS AND SHIT LIKE I WANT ON THIS MAC....BRB GOING TO THE APPLE STORE. STAY TUNED!

REALLY REALLY RANDOM

Pardon, the drool stain, but I got this pic from Perez since I can't find it anywhere else.  Generally, I'm not into white girls but Megan Fox is the shit.  I don't know who's hotter; her or her boyfriend Brian Austin Green.  They could totally put me in the middle of their sandwhich. LMAO